I am officially crazy. I can't believe myself. Crazy. My whole day was messed up and I got no studying done. I'm starting to panic I think. Had a little breakdown. My self-esteem is low today. Lowest it's been in a long time. It's funny how I set myself up for this one though. I figured out what it is about him. He somehow reminds me of Matt C. His self-confidence, self-assurance. The qualities that he obviously has that I am invariably drawn to. It's the same way it didn't matter if Matt C. liked me back, if I was just around him, I was somehow happy, yet a little paralyzed. Listening: Mono |